SMEAR TESTS: MY NIGHTMARE EXPERIENCE

I'm not the most care-free person, I have anxiety, I worry about things, I think too much, sometimes I care too much. So when the letters started piling in and my missed calls were building up, after 6 months of saying to myself "I'll do it next week" I decided to book my smear test. Preparing mentally I watched Youtube video after Youtube video of demonstrations, I looked at pictures, I even saw someone live-vlog their entire experience. After seeing the girl's eyebrows raise as the speculum went in, and not much else, I thought I was just going to experience a wierd sensation inside me. Not much else. So I booked to go at 11am on my day off which was 13th February. I arrived on the last minute, having to circle around a few different car parks as they were all full. Flustered I asked at three desks asking where to go, which desk, which floor etc, and I managed to sit down in the waiting room at 10:59. I'll give it to them, at bang on 11am I got called in, great service (should I have wanted it) but i begrudgingly walked into the nurse's room behind her. She asked me questions about where I live, my age, if everything was normal, to which I answered yes. The nurse was very friendly and did make me feel at ease, telling me things about where she lived which was near me, and showing me a photo of her cute little poodle. She then walked me over to the corner of the room where she showed me the equipment she would be using on me, which were freshly opened and single-use items which was good. The speculum straight away made me feel a little uncomfortable since she opened it very wide to show me just what it did.

I then stood behind a curtain and undressed from the waist down, covering myself with a blue sheet of what felt like a thin paper towel. After coming back in to the area where i was led down on the bed, she lifted the bed up and I put my legs in the position she asked. The procedure felt ok at first, but the further she drove the speculum in the more intense the sharp pain was. I gasped hoping she would be a little more gentle. It was my first smear test after all. It took the nurse about 20 seconds to finish shall we say, the business with the brush. Those 20 seconds of sharp pains felt like a needle similar to the flu jab I had gotten last October, only worse because it was inside my body in a part of myself which I did not want to share with a stranger. With a blinding light shone down below and an awful awful pain inside by body, I have to say, it was honestly a memory I will never forget.

I got dressed after she had finished, one again this was behind a curtain and left after she told me I'd get a letter in two weeks. The second I left the room I burst out crying in the middle of a doctor's surgery. I cried all the way home too. I couldn't understand why literally everyone online says "It will be fine" "It doesn't even hurt" "I'm not embarrassed" "It's nothing". It wasn't nothing to me. Hours later I'm writing this experience while it's still fresh in my memory. I'm still in pain too. It feels like intense period pains coming in waves once or twice an hour for about 15 seconds. My boyfriend said it could be like blood tests - Some you can have and they don't hurt, others hurt like hell. One thing I know for sure is that I am absolutely dreading ever getting one again.

I thought I would share my experience because I honestly feel like after my experience, more people should be talking about the fact that, yes it is important, but no it will not be pleasant. Yes, it can hurt but it doesn't last for very long. I feel like a lot of social media posts about Smear Tests are completely unrelateable. It's not the shyness that made me not want to go, it was the large plastic object that they shove into your downstairs and prize you open with. Sorry to say it like that, but it's the truth and someone's gotta tell it.

20 comments

  1. There was a time when it was difficult with money. I decided to turn to gambling for all kinds of slot machines and the like. Now knowing this site splendid casino reviews across and opposite to me is no longer scary

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I NEED AN EFFECTIVE AND POWERFUL LOVE SPELL CASTER AND LOTTERY SPELL 2020 WICCALOVESPELLTOOLS@GMAIL.COM OR WHATSAPP HIM :+19085174108
      With so much in my heart i am here to express myself on how Dr. jumba saved my marriage from divorce. Myself and my husband were having some misunderstanding and it was tearing our marriage apart to the extent my husband was seeking a divorce. So I have no option than to go to the internet to seek a solution to my problem. It was there I came across Dr. Jumba details and about how he has helped a lot of people by restoring their relationship. I contacted Dr.jumba and in less than 48 hours my husband cancelled the divorce papers. Now myself and my husband live together in peace and harmony all thanks to Dr.jumba for saving my marriage from breaking up. Dr. jumba contact information are via email: wiccalovespelltools@yahoo.com or wiccalovespelltools@gmail.com, text or call him +19085174108

      I highly recommend his services.  website : http://wiccalovespelltools.website2.me/
      blogspot created by me for dr jumba, to thank him for restoring happiness back to my relationship : https://wiccalovespelltols.blogspot.com/  

      Delete
    2. I want to quickly crave your indulgence and bring to your notice a powerful spell caster called Dr LOVE0 who in just 3 days of contact was able to bring back my lost love am short of words to thank him and i have resort to this medium of telling the world at large about him. His truly amazing and kind contact him today via Email: doctor0lovespell@gmail.com or check his blogs: https://doctorlovespell0.blogspot.com/ or visit his FB page: https://www.facebook.com/Lovespellthatworkfastusa  .He is also able to cast spells like
      1:Pregnancy Spell
      2:Jail Release
      3:Prosperity Spell
      4:Lottery Spell
      5:Cancer cure ETC......

      Delete


    3. HOW I GOT MY HUSBAND BACK WITH THE HELP OF PRIEST WISDOM CONTACT ON WHATS_APP NUMBER +2348124644470


      This is my testimony about the good work of priest wisdom who help me ... I'm Ann Earnis from north Carolina USA. And am sorry for putting this on net but i will have to, by this world best spell caster that brought back my husband who left me out for past 3 years, i eventually met this man on a blog site posting by one of is client for help, i explained everything to him and he told me about a spell caster that he had heard about and he gave me an email address to write to the spell caster to tell him my problems. In just 1 days, my husband was back to me. I just want to say thank you to this truthful and sincere spell caster, sir all you told me have come to pass and thank you sir. Please I want to tell everyone who is looking for any solution to their problem, I advise you to kindly consult this spell caster, he is real,he is powerful and whatever the spell caster tells is what will happen, because all what the spell caster told me came to pass. You can kindly contact him on: his email address is supernaturalspell1@gmail.com or directly on whats-app +2348124644470  https://supernaturalspell21.blogspot.com/


















      HOW I GOT MY HUSBAND BACK WITH THE HELP OF PRIEST WISDOM CONTACT ON WHATS_APP NUMBER +2348124644470


      This is my testimony about the good work of priest wisdom who help me ... I'm Ann Earnis from north Carolina USA. And am sorry for putting this on net but i will have to, by this world best spell caster that brought back my husband who left me out for past 3 years, i eventually met this man on a blog site posting by one of is client for help, i explained everything to him and he told me about a spell caster that he had heard about and he gave me an email address to write to the spell caster to tell him my problems. In just 1 days, my husband was back to me. I just want to say thank you to this truthful and sincere spell caster, sir all you told me have come to pass and thank you sir. Please I want to tell everyone who is looking for any solution to their problem, I advise you to kindly consult this spell caster, he is real,he is powerful and whatever the spell caster tells is what will happen, because all what the spell caster told me came to pass. You can kindly contact him on: his email address is supernaturalspell1@gmail.com or directly on whats-app +2348124644470  https://supernaturalspell21.blogspot.com/
      ........

      Delete
    4. When I found PRIEST WISDOM I was in desperate need of bringing my ex lover back. He left me for another woman. It happened so fast and I had no say in the situation at all. He just dumped me after 3 years with no explanation. I contacted PRIEST WISDOM  and He told me  what I need to do before he can help me and I did what he told me to, after I provided what he wanted, he cast a love spell to help us get back together. Shortly after he did his spell, my boyfriend started texting me again and felt horrible for what he just put me through. He said that I was the most important person in his life and he knows that now. We moved in together and he was more open to me than before and he started spending more time with me than before. Ever since PRIEST WISDOM helped me, my partner is very stable, faithful and closer to me than before. I highly recommend PRIEST WISDOM to anyone in need of help. Email: Supernaturalspell1@gmail.com . Call him or add him on whatsapp via: +2348124644470 PRIEST WISDOM BLOG PAGE: https://supernaturalspell21.blogspot.com/      

      Delete
    5. Hello my name is Sally my fiance broke up with me last week i was so sad I changed completely, I wasn't eating and i wasn't talking to anybody, I cried a lot,I was so depressed and stressed out that I was scared I'm going to end up in the hospital because of all the stress and depression until one day i search online on getting love tips because I Love & care about him deeply and I just want us to be together as a couple again and I want us to last forever then i found a powerful spell caster Called Priest Ade that he solved so many relationship problem then Priest Ade told me he will come back to me between 24hrs after he cast spell on him never believe it until my finance called me on the phone and told me he want us to come back and live happily together forever , Am so happy now that Priest Ade help me bring my finance back to me. Thanks so much Priest Ade  he can also help you Email him at 
      ancientspiritspellcast@yahoo.com or ancientspiritspellcast@gmail.com 
      Blog: https://priestade.blogspot.com
      WhatsApp +2347059715465






      Hello my name is Sally my fiance broke up with me last week i was so sad I changed completely, I wasn't eating and i wasn't talking to anybody, I cried a lot,I was so depressed and stressed out that I was scared I'm going to end up in the hospital because of all the stress and depression until one day i search online on getting love tips because I Love & care about him deeply and I just want us to be together as a couple again and I want us to last forever then i found a powerful spell caster Called Priest Ade that he solved so many relationship problem then Priest Ade told me he will come back to me between 24hrs after he cast spell on him never believe it until my finance called me on the phone and told me he want us to come back and live happily together forever , Am so happy now that Priest Ade help me bring my finance back to me. Thanks so much Priest Ade  he can also help you Email him at 
      ancientspiritspellcast@yahoo.com or ancientspiritspellcast@gmail.com 
      Blog: https://priestade.blogspot.com
      WhatsApp +2347059715465






      Hello my name is Sally my fiance broke up with me last week i was so sad I changed completely, I wasn't eating and i wasn't talking to anybody, I cried a lot,I was so depressed and stressed out that I was scared I'm going to end up in the hospital because of all the stress and depression until one day i search online on getting love tips because I Love & care about him deeply and I just want us to be together as a couple again and I want us to last forever then i found a powerful spell caster Called Priest Ade that he solved so many relationship problem then Priest Ade told me he will come back to me between 24hrs after he cast spell on him never believe it until my finance called me on the phone and told me he want us to come back and live happily together forever , Am so happy now that Priest Ade help me bring my finance back to me. Thanks so much Priest Ade  he can also help you Email him at 
      ancientspiritspellcast@yahoo.com or ancientspiritspellcast@gmail.com 
      Blog: https://priestade.blogspot.com
      WhatsApp +2347059715465

      Delete
  2. It's very difficult to stumble upon the right essay service for your college needs. That's why reddit lovers prefer
    https://www.reddit.com/r/HomeworkCentral/comments/f1s0yq/how_to_choose_the_right_essay_writing_service_on/

    ReplyDelete
  3. I NEED AN EFFECTIVE AND POWERFUL LOVE SPELL CASTER AND LOTTERY SPELL 2020 WICCALOVESPELLTOOLS@GMAIL.COM OR WHATSAPP HIM :+19085174108
    With so much in my heart i am here to express myself on how Dr. jumba saved my marriage from divorce. Myself and my husband were having some misunderstanding and it was tearing our marriage apart to the extent my husband was seeking a divorce. So I have no option than to go to the internet to seek a solution to my problem. It was there I came across Dr. Jumba details and about how he has helped a lot of people by restoring their relationship. I contacted Dr.jumba and in less than 48 hours my husband cancelled the divorce papers. Now myself and my husband live together in peace and harmony all thanks to Dr.jumba for saving my marriage from breaking up. Dr. jumba contact information are via email: wiccalovespelltools@yahoo.com or wiccalovespelltools@gmail.com, text or call him +19085174108

    I highly recommend his services.  website : http://wiccalovespelltools.website2.me/
    blogspot created by me for dr jumba, to thank him for restoring happiness back to my relationship : https://wiccalovespelltols.blogspot.com/  

    ReplyDelete
  4. heal from broken heart-get your ex lover back no matter why he left you.
    I'm Kathy Brunner from Florida, My boyfriend that left me few months ago just came back to me last night crying for me to take him back. After 3 year relationship with my boyfriend, he changed suddenly and stopped contacting me regularly, he would come up with excuses of not seeing me all the time. He stopped answering my calls and my sms and he stopped seeing me regularly. I then started seeing him with different girls several times but every time he would say that he love me and that he needed some time to think about our relationship. But cannot stop thinking about him so i decided to go online and i saw so many good talk about this spell caster called dr unity and i contact him and explain my problems to him. He cast a love spell for me. and after 28hours, my boyfriend came back to me and started begging me to forgive him and we moved in together after a few months and he was more open to me than before and he started spending more time with me than his friends. We eventually got married and now have been married happily with a son. Ever since Dr unity helped me, my boyfriend is very stable, faithful and closer to me than before.You can also contact this spell caster and get your relationship fix .Here’s his contact, WhatsApp him: +2348055361568 or Email him at: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com ,website:https://drunity.simplesite.com

    ReplyDelete
  5. how to get ex-husband or ex-boyfriend back from another woman no matter why he left you with powerful love spell caster dr unity.
    My name is Tracy Matt from USA. My husband left me for another woman and i wanted him back. I did everything within my reach to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so badly because of the love I had for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to my friend and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back , I had no choice than to try it. I messaged the spell caster called dr unity, and he assured me there was no problem and that everything will be okay before 11 hours. He cast the spell and surprisingly 11 hours later my husband called me. I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that had happened He wanted me to return to him. He also said he loved me so much. I was so happy and went to him that was how we started living together happily again.thanks to dr unity . if you are here and your Lover is turning you down, or your husband moved to another woman, do not cry anymore, contact Dr.Unity for help now..Here his contact, WhatsApp him: +2348055361568 {or} Email him at: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com ,his website:https://unityspells.blogspot.com .

    ReplyDelete
  6. I want to quickly crave your indulgence and bring to your notice a powerful spell caster called Dr LOVE0 who in just 3 days of contact was able to bring back my lost love am short of words to thank him and i have resort to this medium of telling the world at large about him. His truly amazing and kind contact him today via Email: doctor0lovespell@gmail.com or check his blogs: https://doctorlovespell0.blogspot.com/ or visit his FB page: https://www.facebook.com/Lovespellthatworkfastusa  .He is also able to cast spells like
    1:Pregnancy Spell
    2:Jail Release
    3:Prosperity Spell
    4:Lottery Spell
    5:Cancer cure ETC......

    ReplyDelete
  7. HOW I GOT MY HUSBAND BACK WITH THE HELP OF PRIEST WISDOM CONTACT ON WHATS_APP NUMBER +2348124644470


    This is my testimony about the good work of priest wisdom who help me ... I'm Ann Earnis from north Carolina USA. And am sorry for putting this on net but i will have to, by this world best spell caster that brought back my husband who left me out for past 3 years, i eventually met this man on a blog site posting by one of is client for help, i explained everything to him and he told me about a spell caster that he had heard about and he gave me an email address to write to the spell caster to tell him my problems. In just 1 days, my husband was back to me. I just want to say thank you to this truthful and sincere spell caster, sir all you told me have come to pass and thank you sir. Please I want to tell everyone who is looking for any solution to their problem, I advise you to kindly consult this spell caster, he is real,he is powerful and whatever the spell caster tells is what will happen, because all what the spell caster told me came to pass. You can kindly contact him on: his email address is supernaturalspell1@gmail.com or directly on whats-app +2348124644470  https://supernaturalspell21.blogspot.com/

    ReplyDelete
  8. I’ve been Feeling weak and always feeling sleepy for some time which I went for a test and I was told I’m Herpes positive so I followed a wide variety of medical treatments, I have even combined with different pills and antibiotics without clear results. My health was deteriorating more and more. But thanks to a herbal DR herbs method that I found on the internet to achieve the results i wanted, i knew from the beginning that this could help me, and I began to follow the method from Dr Aziba and the results were wonderful: I recommend you to get in contact with him via
    Email: priestazibasolutioncenter@gmail.com
    WhatsApp: +2348100368288

    ReplyDelete
  9. Get Your Ex Lover Back No Matter Why He Left You”
    I just got my ex husband back through the help of Dr Unity love spell Experts.
    My name is Emily Sarah am from Tx,USA. My husband left me for another woman, This was just 3 years of our marriage. The most painful thing is that I was pregnant with our second baby. I wanted him back. I did everything within my reach to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so badly because of the love I had for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to my friend and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back , I had no choice than to try it. I messaged the spell caster called dr unity, and he assured me there was no problem and that everything will be okay before 11 hours. He cast the spell and surprisingly 11 hours later my husband called me. I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that had happened He wanted me to return to him. He also said he loved me so much. I was so happy and went to him that was how we started living together happily again.thanks to dr unity . if you are here and your Lover is turning you down, or your husband moved to another woman, do not cry anymore, contact Dr.Unity for help now..Here his contact,
    WhatsApp him: +2348055361568
    Email him at: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com
    His website:https://unityspells.blogspot.com

    ReplyDelete
  10. What a miracle done by dr.garryspellcaster@gmail.com
    This year 2020 has been so blissful to me for God has given me a reason to live happily again after been heart broken for 3 months when my wife neglected me and went back to he's mistress. I suffered and went through all types of emotional tortures for i couldn't get any help to get my wife back not until i was refereed to Dr Garry by my co-worker who gave me her full assurance about him that he can be of help to me. I got in touch with Dr Garry and i hearken to his words and followed the instructions given to me by him. Could you believe that my wife got back home within 48 hours as said by him and today, my marriage is restored & i'm so thankful, appreciative & grateful to God for using Dr Garry to get my wife back after 3 months of broken marriage. Is there anyone out there who needs to get back to he's or her lover back or needs any help of any kind? Then, i suggest that you get in touch with Dr Garry now through his contact him gmail dr.garryspellcaster@gmail.com WhatsApp him on +2348051123871 for more information. God bless you sir.

    ReplyDelete
  11. Hi viewers online, I'm Alfonso Vázquez from Mexico. I'm here to share my testimony about how i was helped to get my wife back. I was a cheat and my wife caught me several times. I tried fixing myself and each time i ended up cheating over and over again. I guess i didn't realise what she meant to me until she had left me alone. I began to find a way to get her back but nothing seems to work out perfectly till i came across an article about Lord Zakuza who helped a lot of people globally to get their relationships back. I made contact with him on his WhatsApp number via +1 740-573-9483 and he assured me that my wife will come back to me within 48 hours with his powerful magics and i paid 410 Euros for the materials needed for the work. Surprisingly, my wife came back home after 2 days saying that she still loves me and i swore never to cheat on her anymore. All thanks to Lord Zakuza. Email him via ( lordzakuza7@gmail.com ) or WhatsApp number via +1 740-573-9483.

    ReplyDelete
  12. When I found PRIEST WISDOM I was in desperate need of bringing my ex lover back. He left me for another woman. It happened so fast and I had no say in the situation at all. He just dumped me after 3 years with no explanation. I contacted PRIEST WISDOM  and He told me  what I need to do before he can help me and I did what he told me to, after I provided what he wanted, he cast a love spell to help us get back together. Shortly after he did his spell, my boyfriend started texting me again and felt horrible for what he just put me through. He said that I was the most important person in his life and he knows that now. We moved in together and he was more open to me than before and he started spending more time with me than before. Ever since PRIEST WISDOM helped me, my partner is very stable, faithful and closer to me than before. I highly recommend PRIEST WISDOM to anyone in need of help. Email: Supernaturalspell1@gmail.com . Call him or add him on whatsapp via: +2348124644470 PRIEST WISDOM BLOG PAGE: https://supernaturalspell21.blogspot.com/      

    ReplyDelete
  13. What a miracle to have my ex back,and i need to share this great testimony... I just want to say thanks Dr Osita for taking time to help me cast the spell that brings back my ex lover {now my husband},who suddenly lost interest in me after six month of engagement,but today we are married and we are more happier than never before, I am really short of words and joyful, and i don't know how much to my appreciation to you doctor Osita  you are a real spell csster,  God sent you to restore my broken relationship.he deeply enjoy helping people achieve their desires, find true love,getting their ex lovers back,stop abusive relationships,find success,attract happiness,find soul mates and more,contact him today. and let him show you the wonders and amazement of his Love Spell System. He deliver results at his best in real spell casting,email him for help on (drositamiraclespell@gmail.com) also you can also WhatsApp him on (+15088120454) contact him  He can also cure so many sickness{1}HIV And AIDS{2}Diabetes{3}Epilepsy{4} Blood Cancer{5} HPV{7} ALS{8} Hepatitis{9}Love Spell

    ReplyDelete
  14. My husband changed dramatically towards me, doesn’t communicate anymore.He disrespects me and accuses me falsely of infidelity because of wicked gossip …but I’m simply AMAZED at the results of Dr. Todd who did reunion love spell for me. Everything is going so well and EXACTLY how he said it would be. Even though it took 3 days to fully progress, it was so worth it because things are just about at perfection! How he took my situation and completely turned it around to give me exactly what I wanted is beyond me, but something I will never question and just be completely grateful, God Bless Dr.Todd for turning sorrow happiness. Dr.Todd's contact; manifestspellcast@gmail.com
    https://manifestspellcast.wordpress.com
    WhatsApp:+1 604 901 9747

    ReplyDelete
  15. Hello my name is Carolina james from USA i want to share an amazing experience i had with the almighty Dr Iwisa, my husband Greg filed for a divorce, during this covid 19 period i found out that he was cheating on me with a lady because we have not really being spending time together always work,but with covid 19 we had to stay together that was when i discover he was cheating i was really devastated i cried day and night everyday i told a friend of mine about the situation and she told me about the powerful spell caster i was feeling a little bit skeptical about it but i just decided to give him a try i did every thing he asked me to do and he promised me 24hrs result and the next morning to my greatest surprise it was Greg on his kneels begging me to forgive and accept him back i'm so happy all thanks to Dr Iwisa he can also help you contact
    whataspp : +27730886631, E-mail :superiorspellhome@gmail.com Website :https://superiorspellhome.webnode.com/

    ReplyDelete

Professional Blog Designs by pipdig